Is he your first child?

There is no other heartbreaking question then when someone asks a loss parent if their living children are their first/only. It's puts us in such an awkward, and uncomfortable position. How do we answer? How will this person take me saying no then explaining my loss? Do I even bother or should I just say…

The day you were born and the NICU stay for 9 days after! (Warning: this is extremely long)

December 17th, 2019 started just like all my days did, except I was prepping for my second scheduled csection! I woke up super early and took my shower, got dressed and we packed the car up. Got to the hospital and went through all the pre op registration things. I got dressed in my beautiful…